GIVING UP

MY FATHER TOOK ME IN 1984 AND I LEFT MY KIDS WITH MY MOM.

WHAT DO BACKSLIDERS DO?

ANYTHING TO GET OUT OF HARD PLACES.

I HAD LEFT MY HUSBAND 5 TIMES IN A 17 YEAR MARRIAGE TO HIM TWICE. JAN/ 20/2025 REVISION WAS MADE HERE:

[i remember it this way:1969 divorce/reconnect 1970/

78 fled tucson/

Then 83 did not come home / then federal gov. dropped him/argued,then

83, WENTTo my dad's WHILE his... mom in town with him/1984 fled Phile.]

HOW DARE I TELL YOU ANYTHING WITHOUT REPENTANCE?

20 YEARS AFTER I WAS GONE FROM MY MARRIAGE I WAS TOLD I WAS STILL MARRIED...

WHAAAT?

BY THEN 1986 TO 2008, I HAD SLEPT ON CONCRETE WITH A CARRY-ALL GOING TO COLLEGES IN THE DAY AND MUSIC PROGRAMS AT CHURCH. (SIX YEARS IN ROOMS)

2008 I MOVED FOR ONE YEAR INTO A HOME AFTER MY FATHER DIED. YOU SEE I CHOSE NOT TO LIVE WITH MY PARENTS. BOTH OF THEM HAD BEEN DIVORCED SINCE I WAS 10 YEARS OLD. THEY PITIED ME HAVING WITNESSED MY MARRIAGE OF MANY HURDLES FOR 17 YRS.

I TALK ABOUT JESUS ALL THE TIME HERE WITH TEXTS BECAUSE HE CONVERTED ME.

FOR 36 YEARS I'VE KEPT MY COMMITMENT TO HIM ALONE. DURING THAT TIME I WAS FORMALLY CONTINUED IN MUSIC EVANGELISM, ACCEPTED, CALLED TO MINISTRY LICENSED, AND AM NOT A HYPOCRIT TO MY OATH.

BUT YOU ALL CAN BEWARE, BECAUSE SOME ARE NOT COMMITTED AND CONVERTED WHO MAY OPENLY SPEAK OF JESUS WITHOUT CHANGE IN THEIR LIVES.

WE HAVE NO OTHER HOPE.

KNOW THIS THOUGH, MANY WHO ARE CALLED, NEVER BECOME FAITHLESS. THEY CHOOSE THE GOSPEL COMMISSION AND THEY LIVE THEIR LIVES RIGHT, BEFORE GOD.

49 YEARS AGO I WAS A WRITER AND COMPOSER OF SACRED SONGS.

THOSE SONG SPEAK OF MY GRADUAL LEARNING OF JESUS. THEY WERE AIRED ON RADIO.

I PUBLISH THEM ONLINE TODAY. THEY ARE MY "FIRST WORKS". A TEXT FOR CONVERSION FOR ME IS THIS:

Rev.2:5. Hebrew bible:

5 לָכֵן זְכֹר מִנַּיִן נָפַלְתָּ וַחֲזֹר בִּתְשׁוּבָה וַעֲשֵׂה אֶת הַמַּעֲשִׂים הָרִאשׁוֹנִים; שֶׁאִם לֹא כֵן, אָבוֹא אֵלֶיךָ וְאָסִיר אֶת מְנוֹרָתְךָ מִמְּקוֹמָהּ - אִם לֹא תַּחֲזֹר בִּתְשׁוּבָה.

5 Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent.

Bible hub

Revelation 2:5 Therefore, keep in mind how far you have fallen. Repent and perform the deeds you did ...

... you have fallen! Repent

SNIPPETS WRITTEN BY CLAUDIA ANN GOODWIN HUMPHREY MANDATED REPORTER ALL RIGHTS RESERVED ORDAINED (C)

SCRIPTURE IS OFTEN PUBLIC DOMAIN.